Life...

At one point in all blogging attempts across the blogger-sphere comes the time when one blogs about what we formally call "Life..." (of course the "..." stands for all the "stuff" that we really don't feel like sharing, or more like coming to grips with but hey whatev.) Life oh how I ponder thee... ( the "stuff") I really have never come to grips with the ... aka the "stuff"... (just for kicks and giggles... are you giggling cause I am, you should giggle it will make you feel mischievous and silly, silly is always fun, and being mischievous always makes you giggle.) Why you might be asking have I not come to grips with the "...", may be its because my life and brain for that matter is so scattered all the time, that I don't even know where to start. At least I am not one of those twitching people that are nerves all the time and are so tightly wound that you don't really want to stand any closer then lets say 10 feet in case their eye ball accidentally pops out due to a gasket blowing. Ya okay moving on. Or maybe why I haven't came to grips with all the "..." is because all the pain that is tied up into it, well, that I think is tied up into it, is more like it, none the less pain and tears are always apart of it. Or maybe its because I am so busy and the only time I have to slow down is when I am up all hours of the night, like tonight for instance, its 2:05 am on September 19th 2010, why am I up? I do not know and why am I blogging at such ridicules hours? Again I do not know. This I do know is that whatever the "..." is in my life I have to make time to deal with it and whatever the "..." is in your life, my advice from one blogging soul to another, is that you take time to deal with it also. If we don't then the bottle inside starts pouring out and its not always pretty. So I say to heck with the tears and pain lets dig down deep and figure out what the "..." is and make it the past instead of letting it eat the present. "Today is a New Day with No Mistakes in it" ~ Anne of Green Gables. ( Love it!) So as you and I embark on the journey of renewing our lives may we always remember that Philippians 4:13 says " I (we) Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Give Me Strength."


"More Power To Ya" (~Petra which is a great band)


Tosha

Musings?

While the "person" (who so requests to be anonymous) was creating this blog for me, asked me what I would like to call my blog, I responded "I don't know." The "person" responded, "okay, how about 'Tosha's Musings.'"
I looked at him, I mean the "person" and thought to myself "I have know idea what that word means! It sounds like 'Tosha's Moosing's', my logo would be 'It's not over till the 'Moo' Sings.' bada bing" However, after my mind drifted back to reality, I asked "I have no idea what the word means, what does it mean?" "Well" he said, I mean the "person" said, "It means thoughts." I responded "Oooooh okay." So there it is, the story of where the name of this blog came from. Now as a favor to you as the reader I will define the word "Musings" (although I am pretty sure I am the only one that is above the age of 16 who had no idea the word even existed. I am going to define it just in case one of you out there might not have a clue about the word too." Okay so according to the word monkey dictionary on iGoogle the definition is as follows...


Musings:


adjective

1. persistently or morbidly thoughtful

noun

1. a calm lengthy intent consideration

synonyms

brooding, broody, contemplative, meditative, pensive, pondering,reflective, ruminative, contemplation, reflection, reflexion,rumination, thoughtfulness

Okay apart from the "persistently" or 'morbidly"... well I suppose that the only thing that is applicable to my blog is the thoughtful part, the rest is fooie. Yes I used the word " fooie" (which is probably spelled wrong because I am in fact a terrible speller and I lack every form of grammar that has been taught in school.) 

Well now that the word Musings has been defined it is now 10:43 pm tuesday the 14th of September. I am so tired so ttfn and I will catch you on the flip side.

~Tosha